Rubyr Jiboner prothom choda

Amar nam Ruby. Pura nam Ruby Srotsini.amra 2 bon 1 vai. Abbu export import er business koren.ar ammu lawyer. Apu married. MBA ses kore abbur company te join korese. Amra Satanism dormer.Satanism ekta dormo jeta bangladeshe natun. Amader dhorme black magic, open choda-chudi aro onek niyom kanun ache.jai hok amader dhorme free choda-chudi allow kore even incest choda-chudi i mean with father and mother.But ekta nirdisto age er age choda-chudi allow kore na. meyeder khetre eta 14 yrs ar celeder 15 years. amader dhorme devil k god hisabe mane.. Amar choto vai HSC 2nd year e ar ami ekhon BBA korsi ekta private university te.

Jai hok ekhon asol gotonai asi. Apur biyar age ami ar apu eksathe gumatam.Choto vai alada room e. abbu ar ammu ek room e. Amar prothom period hoy tokon ami class 6 er annual exam disi.ekdin rate kheyal korlam j amar pesab paijama te blood kisu goriye niche o porse.Ami khub Voy peye gelam.Ami ammu k na janiye apur kane kane bollam “ apu , amar blood portese” apu ektu haslo.Apu amake room e boste bollo. Apu almari theke ekta panty ar pad nilo. Amake bollo Paijam khulte. Ami emnitei voy passcilam.Tai tara tari khule fellam.Apu amake tar ekta panty porte dilo. Ar panty er niche rubber er okhane pad ta lagaya dilo. ar bollo 2/3 er mode tik hoye jabe. Oi voye voye gumalam. Sokale ammu school e jawar jonno daklo. Apu tokon bollo ami asusto. Aj k na geley valo hoy. Ar ammur kane kane ki jeno bollo. 3 din school e jai ni. 3 din por deklam blood ar bahir hosce na. tokon school e gelam. Rate apu k jiggasa korlam j amar blood keno porlo. Apu uttore ja bollo taholo “ sob meyeder et ahoy. Amar(Apur) o hoy. Ammur o hoy. “ ami bishas korte chassilam na. 4/5 din pore apu rate amake bollo j amar jemon blood porse apur o temni porse. Ami bishas korte chasscilam na. sese apu amake khule dekhalo.tokon ami kisuta nichinto holam.Apur period ses howar por ekdin apu dress change korsilo.kheyal korlam ami j room e achi tar dikhe apur kheyal nei.normaly langta hoye gelo.(er ageo apu amar samne dress change korto but kisuta deke rakto). Ami ektu kashi dilam jate apu amar upostiti bujte pare.Apu amar dike takeye haslo. Bollo 2 jon to 2 jon k langta dekesi tahole langta hote problem ki? Er por theke ami apur sathe free.rate gumanor somoy prai dorja bondo kore langta hoye gumatam.

Class 7 e Class suru hoye gese.Apu tokon class 9 e. kheyal korlam apu rate maje maje abbu-ammur room e jai.ami tokon baparta normal e nisi.ekdin rate e bed e asar por bollo j aj k ekta jinis sikhabe. Apu amake langta hote bollo. Ami langta holam. Amar dud tokon 32. Apur tokon 34. Amake suiete bollo. Ami suilam.[http://bangla-choti-online.blogspot.com/] Apu dud e kiss korlo. Ami besh moja pelam. Ar kemon jani ostir ostir lagsilo.aste aste amar nabi hat bulassilo. Then amar vodai ekta kiss korlo. Ami moja passilam. Apu k bollam aro korte. Apu korlo. Then voday hat bulalo. Then ekta angul dukaya dilo.ami ektu betha pelam. Kintu mojao pelam. Eveabe onekkon hat chalanor por amar kemon jani laglo . Chok much bondo hoye elo.tarpor sahnti………….shanti…………….shanti………………..evabe kore prai Apu amake moja dite laglo. Ami o apu k fingering kore ditam. Prai proti ratei Apu amar voda r ami apu vodai angul chalatam. Evabe prai ek bosor por ami tokon class 8 e utsi.Apu bollo , aj k natun ekta system sikabe. Apu Oi din 2 ta mombati niye also.bollo egula voday dukabe.Ami voy passcilam. Apu tar voday dukaiya dekhalo j problem nai. Er por sahos kore amio dukalam. Moja pelam. Evabe out kortam. Er mode amader room alada hoye gese. Ami alada room e gumatam. Apu alada room e. kintu ager ovvash gulu roye gelo. Rate langta hoye gumatam. Mombati, begun , marker pen egula dukatam.

Apu k dektam maje maje abbur room e jete rater bela sobai gumanor por.ami jiggsa korle bolto rate dhormio prattona hoy.ami jete parbo na.karon amar boyos ekhono 14 hoy ni. Tokon annual exam disi kebol November mash.Ekdin Apur BF ekdin amader basai also(er ageo asto). Apur room e duke dorja bondo kore dilo. ekhane ekta kotha bole rakhi Apur bf er sathe apur biya agei tik kora cilo familygoto vabe. Apur bf o amader dhormer. “SATANISM”. Kisukkon por amake vitore daklo. Ami to vitore duke obak! Apu ar Apur BF 2 jon e langta. Apur BF suiye ache ar bara ta Dariye ache.Prai 7.5 inch hobe. Ami lojja peleo Apu amake deke bollo lojjar kisu nei. Amake bollo Apur desk e ekta condom ache. Ota niye aste.Ami niye aslam.bollo khule ota apur bf er barate poriye dite. Ami barata hate dortei amar pur sorir jim jim kore utlo.tarpor eo poriye dilam.

APu amake jiggasa korlo, Ami ki room e thakbo naki chole jabo. Tarpor abar bollo thakte ar dekte. Ami room e ek konai giye daralam. apu k bisanai shuye apu'r shundor and boro boro dudh 2 ta tipte laglO apur bf. dudh er bota chushte laglO. Apu arame ahh ohh chosho shona, chushe dudh ber kore dau, eai dhoroner kotha bolte laglo. apu'r pet, forsha shugovir navi te chumu dilo and chatte laglo.er por apur vodai dulavai( Hobu) er dhon ta dukiye dilo. Ar apu ki sound korse . Ah….ah…………ahh…………………………………………… Ami dekhe groom hoye gelam.[http://bangla-choti-online.blogspot.com/] Ami apu k bole chole jete chailam. Amar pura panty vije gese. Apu amake 2 min opekka korte bollo. Amar dulavai( habu) amar dike agiye also. Amake kole tule nilo. Niye bed e showalo. Then first amar orna soraya fello. Amar dud gula tipte laglo. Then amar dud tiplo, amar pasa , voda pura body te hat bulalo. Then amar kamij khullo. Ami tokon sudu bra pore upore . amar bra khle duder bota chatlo. Ami sound korsi. Jeno more jete issa korse. Then amar paijam khule dilo.amar pantyr upor diye hat bulalo. Then panty khule suck kora suru korlo. Onekkon suck amar out korlo. Erpor amar voday dulavai er dhon dukate gelo.Apu nished korlo bollo j o ekhono 14 bosor puron hoy ni. Then amake bollo chole jete. Ami dress pore room theke bahir hoye gelam. Room e ese abar marker pen dukalam.ar out korlam.evabe maje maje amar hobu dulavai amar ta out kore dito.amio maje maje dulavai er bara ta suck kore ditam. But amar vitore bara dukanor issa probol holo. Class 9 er first term er age ekdin apu amake abbur room e deke niye gelo. Ami room e dukar por obak hoye gelam. Abbu , Ammu langta.Abbu amake ador kore daklo. Ar pase boste bollo.ami kisu bolte parsilam na. pase giye boshlam. Abbu amar kade hat dilo. then aste aste dud tipa suru korlo. Ar edike ammu ar apu amar dress khola shuru korlo. Kisukkoner mode ami langta hoye gelam. Abbu amake dekhe bollo j, amar meye ekta khasa mal hoyese. O k jekono purush chude shanty pabe. Apu kane kane bollo, abbu k salam korte.kenona aj k ami life er first choda khabo. Ami salam korlam. Abbu amake kole tule nilo. Then bed e shoyalo. Tokon ammu ar apu amar dud tipsilo. Then abbu ki jani kisu montro porlo. Then amar vitore dukaya dilo. ami bethai citkar korleo kisukkon por aram laglo. Pore ami abbur dhon chuse dilam , mal khelam,, ammur voda chuse dilam, apur voda chuse dilam………………… APu bollo aj tar training Sartok hoice.

Oi choda khawar por ami 2 din bed e cilam. Then er por din apur bf amake chudlo. Er por ekdin chotovai sara sobai mile group e chudlam. Apu , Ami, ammu, Abbu, dulavai.se onek mojar kahini. Kisudin por amar upor dayitto porlo j choto vai k chodachudi skhate.choto vai tokon class 6 e

Erpor theke regular choda chudi kortam. Jokon e time petam tokon e. onekei hoyto biswas korben na ei kotha. Kintu amar daily routine sunle bujte parben. rate gumatam langta hoye. Ekta diner kahini boli. Ami tokon hsc 1st year e. Class ses kore basai aslam tokon dupur 2ta prai. Ese amar room e duklam.tokon basai kew nai. Ammu ache only. Ammu k daklam ar bollam j amar jonno khwar ready korte karon 3.30 er dike private porte jete hobe.ese dress chere disi.emon somoy ammu amar room e aslo. Tokon ami sudu bra ar panty pora. Puritan panty ta change kore natun panty porte jascilam. Ammu bollo ekhon na porte.private e jawar age porte.ami cinta korlam tik ache.ami tokon jantam na j basai kew nai. Ami paijam porar jonno paijama khujsi ammu bada diye bollo ekhon basai keo nai.tai paijama khojar dorkar ki. Tokon ami amar bra to khule rakhlam.sokale gosol korsi tai tik korlam gosol korbo na. ami tokon complete nude.[ranga.surzo@] Ei obostai dining table e gelam. Ammu amake vat dilo ami vat khasscilam ar ammu amar paser chair e bose maje maje amar dud gula tipsilo ar amar guder upor bili katsilo.Jai hok khawa dawa ses kore ami amar room e gelam.e r modder bole rakhi ami amar room e gelam.ammu o amar sathe aslo.

Er mode ekta kotha bole raki ami jokon asci tokon ammu basai cilo. Amake dorja khule disilo ammu.Ammu tokon ekta patla maxi pore cilo. Vitore kono bra or panty cilo na. tai pura body dekha jascilo.jai hok amar room e dukar por ammu bollo “ Ruby, ekta kaj kore deto “ ami bollam ki. Ammu bollu ektu out kore de na. ami haslam. Amiammur dress khullam. Kisukkon dud tiplam . nabi te kamralam. Pussy te much diye kisukkon suck korlam.then ammu amakeo same kaj korlo. Then ami suye cilam. Ammu amake pa ta fak korte bollo.ami pa fak korlam ammu 2 payer majkhane ammur 2 pa dukalo. Kisukkon voday voday gosa gosi korlam. Then ekta mombati niye ( amar room egula always thake ) ammur voday dukalam. kisukkon korar por ammur out holo. ammu k bollam tumi to amake groom kore diyeso.ebar amarta out kore dao. ammu amar vodai kisukkon suck korlo. then mombati diye out korlam.then porte gelam sir er kache.basai aslam sonday. ese kisukkon porlam. Rate khawar por ami abbur room e gelam. abbu rate onekkon chudlo amake. then gumaya gelam.evabei amar din jeto.Maje maje apur sathe apur bf o amake chudto.baki ongso porar jonno ............ 

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Ira & Boets

She's From:   Indonesia
He's From:     Chile

Part 1
Well, actually they met on March 17th but in those first two weeks nothing that big happened so we'll keep it short: 


On February '98 Alberto, a student from Chile, received the assignment of collecting tourism-related data for his final project at college; he thought "well, that was the excuse I was waiting for" and he got his computer hooked up to Internet. The data gathering took a lot shorter than expected and so he went on to learn how to use his e-mail program.

From ~ The Friendship Page ~ Beto picked up an entry he found in the Guestbbok. It had been made by Ira, a girl from Indonesia, who signed it after getting some friendship-related poetry from the page. 

She wanted to meet someone to help her improve her English so Beto, a Translator & Interpreter, offered himself to be the lucky new net-pal. Of course, he didn't know what he was getting himself into.

By April they were already great friends; the key? Simple, a lot in common and a little blind trust in each other. Without ever meeting these two people found something they had been looking for, friendship, and so they started playing a "you jump, I jump" game (yes, she loves Titanic).

Some interesting changes were taking place in their hearts and even in their faces. They both seemed happier each day and they knew the reason very well. In fact, we now know thanks to Sisca (also known as "The Double Spy") that Ira was waiting for his mails everyday and couldn't stop talking about her new best friend. Sisca, actually Fransisca, is Ira's cousin and she soon became some sort of link between the two; she was the person who noticed these quick changes in Ira's mood and so she told Beto and even suggested him to take the first step.

Needless to say, that only scared him! He didn't now what to think but he had to admit that he had some kind of growing feeling for this wonderful girl he had met. Then, in mid-April, a month after they had met, Sisca and Beto began studying the possibility of a grand-move: he wanted to fly to Jakarta and give it a try. They even had a chat or two about the subject and one day, last days of April, while chatting, Sisca gave Beto the shocking news: she had sent a copy of all the secret planning to Ira and she was delighted to know his interest in her.

Beto had to think fast and so he agreed to have a chat with Ira on May 3rd (or 2nd if you were in Chile) to explain everything. It was time to tell the truth...

Part 2

Ira and Beto had had chats before but never one so serious. It was nearly 10:30 at night in Jakarta and 11:30 in Concepción when they got started. First things first: a few greetings and trivial lines; then they got to it: their feelings.

Since Beto had been the one "accused" of loving Ira, he had to start by doing all he could do. He offered his love to Ira, despite the distance and he tried to explain how serious he was. Ira, reluctant at first, was honest and refused to take part in such a crazy enterprise because she feared he would let her down and hurt her, like some men usually do. She had good reasons to confine herself and maybe it was natural instinct that told her to keep her heart in a safer place.

Maybe this negative answer made Beto try harder, maybe he had already decided not to leave the chat room until he had gotten what he wanted; either way, he insisted and tried harder. Of course, it is not easy to prove your feelings for someone over a keyboard and a screen, but maybe this second attempt made Ira realise that her friend meant what he typed. To skip some details that might not appeal to you we will tell you the end of the chat: they made a commitment of love, help, support and friendship that they hoped would get them together one day.

During the first week of dating they received notes and congratulations supporting the crazy idea. It was also during these first days, on May 9th, that Beto gave her a call for the first time. The details are rather intimate so they are to remain private, but it was a good sign for a good start.

During these first months they exchanged their first romantic mails and it soon became obvious that they were doing the right thing. Falling in love can be a wonderful experience and, in a very special way, they were finding that out by themselves. Two or three days without receiving an e-mail from the loved one seemed forever.


Part 3

Early in June Beto decided to correct a small mistake that had slipped from him: to actually ask her to be his girlfriend. A phone call was the best choice and so he sent a message to Ira asking her to be by the phone at a certain time for he had something very important to tell her. The message only got her worried.

Due to some "technical difficulties" Beto couldn't use the 20-minute phone-card he had bought a month ago and so he found himself downtown at the specified time, with very little cash, and a useless card. With the money he carried he could only pay a three minute phone call, and he thought "it will have to be enough". Believe it or not, it was, and in those three long minutes, that June 6th, they sealed the deal and also added a new date to remember each month in the calendar. Although she was taken by surprise, she knew what to say and once again they re-assured each other that what they were doing, they were doing it with their hearts.

Apparently, giving surprises to Ira became a hobby for Beto because he and Sisca had prepared their next attack: flowers. Sisca's fiance, Matt, was in town those days so they both picked up the best red roses for Ira; the delivery almost arrived late, but the 125 red roses accomplished their mission and Ira received her first bouquet from her new, now official, boyfriend.

It was also during June that they both started planning their own web page An International Internet Romance. Maybe it was a little unusual for them, but considering that they met through Internet, it was a logical thing to do. Besides, by now there were more people interested in knowing the "gory details" (thanks for the quote Matt) and starting their own personal page seemed a good way of sharing things with everyone.


Part 4

Before June ended something big happened.

To make sure that the two lovers didn't have any trouble with Ira's conservative family, the "affair" was kept a secret. Sure, they saw the roses one day and they even knew when Beto called her, but they didn't know that they were already so in love with each other. The plan was to wait until the very last moment, when Beto already had the airplane ticket in his hand, to tell Ira's parents about her newest boyfriend. It didn't quite work out that way.

What triggered this funny situation was a dream Beto had; it was very romantic and so he told Ira about it. She spent all day smiling and when her mum asked her the reason for the smile, she had to confess that she had commited the most beautiful of all crimes and she had stolen her net-pal's heart and given hers in return. Strange as it might seem, her parents took it rather well and only asked her to be careful while playing such a dangerous game; the thing was, more good news for the happy couple: Beto had been accepted.

The thing that did occur during July was Beto's birthday. On Wednesday 22nd he got a phone call from Ira and an e-mail attachment as birthday presents. The phone call made them both laugh a lot (they just click perfectly fine when they talk) and the attachment was a voice recording with Ira singing "Happy birthday to you" to her beloved one. She certainly doesn't have a bad voice.

Also during July they started planning more important issues, such as the airplane ticket and necessary visa. Ira being closer to a good source of information, she took on the job of finding out everything she could to make things easier for him. He, on the other hand, was still working and saving money, patiently waiting...


Part 5

August was certainly a busy time for these two crazy lovers. As we all know from experience, when you are in love with someone you expect to devote him/her a lot of time; at least that's the way it usually is for Ira and Beto. Unfortunately, August was a little different. Let's see.

Asia's economic crisis caused major problems to the company where Ira works; a lot of people left and those who remained were left with more work. Let's not forget that Ira is a secretary and that means work indeed. Arriving late at night, tired, she simply had to stop mailing her beloved one for small periods of two or three days and they both had to live with that.

Beto was getting a lot of work and that also meant less time to mail his Angel. Sometimes Ira had to live with two e-mails in a week. Nonetheless, they keep making it up to each other sending sound attachments and other small surprises.

Despite this smaller amount of contact, by reading their e-mails you could tell that their love was still growing strong and they will get back to normal as soon as they can (that's for sure).

On September 2nd and 3rd they celebrated 4 months since they started dating and that is something to be admired! They are both very patient people...


Part 6

This month started with a phone call from Chile one day before they celebrated their fourth month together. Also, Beto received a pretty good nickname from on of Ira's co-workers: The Invisible Man. By now everyone in their families, at work, and their friends know about their affair and 95% of these people have joined the Support Ira and Beto Club encouraging them not to give up; the other 5% are people who don't look at the idea with that many hopes...

During this month an unprecedented event took place: Ira did not send e-mails to her beau for two weeks! Hard work and stress made her arrive exhausted every night and she found herself without enough energy to type any longer (let's not forget that she is a secretary...). Beto kept mailing her almost every night and though he was extremely worried he managed to survive until that Saturday when he received an e-mail and a phone call from her. A real relief.

Well, they are on the final lap with only two months more of waiting until they meet in real life. That actually means a lot of work and a lot of careful planning because they will only get one shot at this: Beto will arrive in December and if anything goes wrong trying to settle there or relating to his girlfriend he will have to use the return ticket and that will be the end of the love story.

If, on the other hand, everything works out fine they will stay together for God knows how long, and more pages will have to be added to this story! Right now Beto has a booked ticket and a departure date but he will not tell Ira when that will take place; he wants to give her a really big surprise.

Maybe one of the most beautiful moments of the months took place on the 16th, during those two weeks without mails from Asia, when Beto received a snail mail with some photos, a letter, and a beautiful perfumed white handkerchief that belongs (or belonged?) to Ira. A romantic gift that can touch any man's heart.

Last, but not least, October 16th was Ira's birthday, so Happy B-day Ira!

Part 7 (The End)Well it all fell apart in November. We both agreed to stop emailing and phoning each other and I cancelled my trip to Indonesia. Ira and I have taken separate ways.

"Beto"

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"Anonymous Girl"

She's From:   United States
He's From:     United States I swear this is a true story.... 
 
At the beginning of the semester, my roomate and I got into a discussion about the wildest things we had ever done. My life being rather boring, my roomate did most of the talking.

She told me about a terrible experience she had that knocked me half out of my bed when I heard it. Knowing what an interest most people have in chatting on the net, I thought you would all appreciate this as well.
I asked my roomate if I could write it up. She didn't mind as long as I didn't use her name, so here it is. An anonymous girl, let's call her Jen, is a junior in college attending school in Colorado. Like all college students, she was wrapped up in the partying and the wildness college life has to offer. 

Jen is a computer science major and always has a lot of work to do on her computer. So, when she's not out having a good time, she'll be working her butt off designing computer programs and installing software.
Having recently broken up with her boyfriend, she was home alone on a Friday night for the first time in the three years they had been dating. Feeling sad, alone and depressed, she decided to make a new homepage. While she was playing on the Net, she decided to get on to a chat line. Being the wild psycho she is, she logged on a sex line. Over the line, she met a guy who identified himself as "Jeremy."
She started playing with him, gave him a false name of "Katie," and started getting into details about what she would like to do to him with her tongue. He responded by telling her to picture herself being naked while his hands ran over every square inch of her body. Soon they were having cybersex. This went on for a while, and then she got off the line agreeing to meet him back on line the following night. Saturday night rolls around and Jen, as 'Katie,' is on line with Jeremy again. They became even closer this night, and continued like this for a week. At the end of the week, they started talking about other things and got into very intimate issues and feelings. They became close, exchanging details about their lives, but Jen didn't tell Jeremy she was in college, because she was afraid of sounding like an immature college girl. She felt guilty but, after a few weeks, she found she really liked this guy.

The virtual relationship carried on like this for months, and the months turned into a year. By the end of the year they had exchanged their most intimate thoughts, but had never even spoken on the phone. They were afraid of ruining the mystery. "Katie" & Jeremy had done everything sexually possible over the Net. They were affectionate as well, waiting for the day that they could someday be together. Finally, the time had come: they had to meet each other. They were in love. They didn't care about age or looks, but only for each other. Jeremy told Jen he thought she could be his next wife. Jen was wary at first, but decided she didn't care how old or ugly he might be. She loved him and he was the only one she could feel comfortable with.
They planned a trip to meet in a small Colorado town. They were finally going to see each other, and spend the weekend together. As Jen didn't want the hassle of trying to recognize someone she had never seen, she said, "Why don't you just get a room? We'll meet there, and that way there will be no mistake." Jeremy agreed.
Jen showed up at the resort first, and checked in, telling the desk lady to hold a key for the next party. She then went up to the room. Wanting things to be special, she lit some candles and put on some music. She stripped naked and climbed into bed under the covers, deciding to surprise Jeremy when he got there. The lights were out and the mood was right; then she heard a key in the door. She heard someone walk in and around the corner. She whispered, "Jeremy?" A voice replied, "Katie?" "Yes," she said. He fumbled for the light, and turned it on to see Jen on the bed naked before him.
Then next thing heard around the world were two blood curdling screams. Jen covered herself up, and in her most humiliated voice said...........


"DAD?"

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Confused Girl

A couple years ago, while chatting online, I came across many different and very interesting people. 

I never thought of I-Ming (instant messaging) anybody. I was in a chat room one night, and this guy was chatting. He seemed like somebody so compatible with me.
So, I decided to give this instant messenger a try. Not knowing i was going to fall head of heels in love with this man, I I-Med him and simply said hello. That's when it all started. We began to chat more frequently, than it turned into every night, and after that, every spare minute we had in a day. The only reason I would really go online was to chat with him. I barely knew him but my love grew more and more day by day.  

When I would tell people about it, they would think I was crazy to have fallen for this complete stranger. Yet, they didn't understand how deeply I felt for him. When I would see his screen name sign on, i would get tingles all over, and butterflies in my tummy. Two or three years passed and this stranger was still in my heart. One night, I decided to call him. Since he lived far away, we couldn't talk on the phone much because my parents and his would see this unfamiliar number on the phone bill. The first time I heard his voice on the phone, I got this feeling that i can't even describe. For the first time in my life, I had been completely speechless. Words no longer existed. After that, we chatted more. I didn't think he felt for me, as i had for him. To my surprise, one night he told me how much I meant to him, and that he had to be with me. He told me that no one had ever made him smile on the worst days. No one could calm him down when he was angry, as I had. He told me that he thought of me every single moment. And I was more in love with him than I knew.

After chatting for 5 years or so, he told me he was in love with me, but I didn't believe it. I didn't believe how 2 complete strangers could fall in love. Conversations would come up about seeing each other and we would plan everything, or I would at least. And when that day would come for us to meet, something would come up. This went on a couple more times. One day he disappeared and for a couple months I didn't talk to him. But not a day went by that I wouldn't think of him. I saw him online one night, and I thought this was my only chance to tell him how I had felt. I told him I was in love with him. And he was shocked. He said, he felt the same, but I didn't think so. I have stopped trying to work it out with him. I have given up. I guess you can say I moved on, new loves have came and left. But none have left such an impact on my life as he has. And still to this day, I think of him every day.
Sometimes, I cry. I wish someday I could finally meet this stranger that I have loved for so long. I asked him one day why he wouldn't meet me, and he told me, I know if I meet you, I'm going to get attached to you, and there's no way we can be together because we live so far from one another. But I know deep in my heart that I'll see him one day, and when I do, I'll never let him go because I love him.

"Confused Girl" 

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Angela & Jen Fransico

She's From:   United States
He's From:     Canada My names Angela I was just about 16 when I first met my love Jean-Francois. I am now 21, and we are still miles apart.

Well I didn't go online searching for love, actually my dad had been playing this game called Diablo online and suggested I give it a try. So I did and I had a great time too! I met a lot of nice people but one stood out more than all the others.
His name was Zool_TheRavager and I remember he kept calling me "my lady," later he told me that he started talking to me because my name was and is Angela and that was his favorite name ( what are the odds!). Zool's real name is Jean-Francois and he is from Quebec, Canada and I'm from Washington State, the exact opposite side of the country.

 

We had only talked a few minutes the first time we met but it was enough that we both knew we had to talk again. I actually didn't see him for a couple days after that because of computer problems.... but after that we talked every single night for three years and visited whenever we could.
After three years you can imagine, I had enough with being so far away from him, so I decided it was time I moved up to Canada. I spent almost 2 perfect years with Jean in Quebec and I worked hard for a year studying so I could enter the university there, but sadly our whole world came tumbling down when I wasn't accepted to the school I had worked so hard to get into. We were both really upset because this meant that I would have to move back to Washington for school.
So here I am, working hard and going to school, not a day goes by that my heart doesn't ache missing Jean. We had become so close during the time we spent together in Quebec, coming back to just talking online just isn't the same. We still have two and a half long more years to go :( Its annoying that money is the only thing keeping us a part.
Jean is the sweetest, most handsome person you could ever meet. He is so easy to get along with, and knows just what to say or do to make me laugh. We are best friends and lovers. I feel so lucky to have found him but would give anything so that we could finally be together and as they say...live happily ever after...because together I know we will forever after.

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She's From:   United States
He's From:     United States It all started about April of 2001. I (Ali I will call myself) was out of a pretty meaningful relationship cause the guy was scared and broke up with me after three days.

Before that we were together from December 16th to February 15th if you haven't noticed that is the day after Valentines Day and yes I did break it off with him. The reason is he said not a word to me about this occasion not that I wanted a ton of
stuff or anything but a simple call or I love you would have made it all
the more wonderful, but sadly that didn't happen so I was heartbroken
and said it just couldn't work. I was still very sad over the fact it
didn't work out a second time.
Well sometime after we broke up this guy randomly picked me to IM.
(for lack of a more wonderful name we will call him Chris) He seem
really intelligent but love was not on either of our minds to say the
least. 


Things happened really slowly as I was still really liking my ex and he was truly in love with his best friend. But she didn't like him back so that ended that deal. We connected but I wasn't really attracted to him. He would listen to me but I was turned off by his pushy approach to stuff and it seemed like he had a "know it all" attitude towards stuff.

I guess at this point you should know that I am a social butterfly and a peacemaker with everyone to say the least. I try my hardest to befriend everyone and that is probably the only reason we still talk cause I love people and I love to learn about them. Somehow guys are attracted to that. My honesty and passion for life. the last thing I wanted was another guy telling me that he loves me.

I was going though an emotionally trying time then and I was falling
for a guy too old for me. Chris was there and at sometime he
fell for me I don't really know how or why. I just know he did. When
we would be talking about my relationship with guys I would notice him
say stuff like "Why don't you forget about all those guys and be with me?"
I wasn't flattered and sorta shrugged him off to get out of the question.
Or I would make up excuses. The one I brought up the most of all was religion.

I am a Christian raised in a Baptist life and it's the basis of my life
and the way I run it. I love the lord and nothing can come between him
and me. I believe in God based relationships and was very strong in not
dating or having a relationship with someone that didn't share my
beliefs. Chris on the other hand did not believe in religion or Gods of
any kind he refuses to listen to anything that you can't use your five
senses to know is there. It has caused many nights of disagreements and
I have to admit sometimes he would bug me so bad I blocked him. To this
day it still bothers me but I have come to accept it.

So in June I started a relationship with a guy that I had known for
a while and he too liked me. This naturally hurt Chris and cause a minor
fight he couldn't understand why and he was hurt by it. We worked it out
and became friends again. The two weeks with the new guy were glorious
and I loved every minute of it. He soon left to go to New Jersey to see
some family. The first few days were okay, but soon I found myself missing
him very dearly. It was Chris who stayed up with me and comforted me through
the night until almost 4 am and in that time we were very close we both felt
love but didn't really know what to do with it. We both knew that the
only reason that night happened was because my b/f was gone.

This continued until he got back but the next day it just wasn't the same.
The feeling weren't as passionate but still there. As he came back my b/f
and I were going though some really hard times with my ex who had bugged
me the whole time my b/f was gone. We endured it and had a close time of
breakup but we didn't. Now I wish we had to simplify my life. But now my
b/f is gone on another trip and the feelings for Chris have increased.

As well as the respect and understanding. I love him very much but think
I have to wait for now since I am in a committed relationship. He has been
there for me and I have put him though a lot. We are so much alike it scares
us. But if that doesn't make things complicated enough I will share some
more things about the two of us:

He is 18 almost 19 and I am 15. That puts the age gap of 3 and half years.
He isn't expected to live past 30 due to severe asthma and a bad lung that
bleeds and when he is 25 he is expected to be in the hospital for life.
That has only deepened my love for him cause he is making such joy out of
what he has left. He doesn't complain about it or act it in any way, instead
you think he is going to live forever (he is determined he will : ) )

I had a very hard childhood. My parents divorced when I was 2 and a half and
I lived with my mom after that but saw my dad often. As a little kid I was
neglected, abused emotionally and physically by my mother. Towards the end
of it abuse had begun by my step-dad (someone she met on the internet and married very quickly) I got out of it and now I live with my dad who is really good to me but the emotional scars are there and they haunt me.

I have major trust issues with all guys except my dad who was the only one
who made me feel safe. Chris has had a very hard time with it and it's hurt
him a lot cause I am really quiet and I don't talk about what I am feeling.
Sometimes I won't talk and he knows I am hurting but he knows that I can't
be pushed.

We know this complicates the story but if we work hard it can work.
We are still struggling with whether if we can make it work. I would
really like feedback from others. Thanks for reading my story.

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